

lately, i haven't been blogging much.
because i haven't had much time.
also, lately, i have been using the word 'facade' alot.
and mostly it was meant as a joke or a catchphrase i used in school or
maybe it was because it was a word we had to spell for spelling.
but lately, i just realised that people do put on alot of facades.
it was like the truth of this word finally began to sink in..
and i think, almost everyone does one way or another put on a facade.
(i included of course)
which is why, maybe perhaps we can't judge or categorize people or think that we've got them all figured out just after spending a week with them or so.
i realized that as we spend more time with these people, the facades start to fade away, and soon their real personalities and who they are come to light.
sometimes it also could take a life time figuring somebody out.
an entire life time.
and even so than, we might not know exactly, who this person really is.
and just imagine, we thought we had this person all figured out after seeing him/her at school for a year, when we really, actually, don't even have a clue.
sometimes we pass judgment so quickly.
sometimes we are so superficial we don't see what's underneath that smile or hurtful words.
(like for eg: this week i told one person straight to his face that i disliked him. - yeah that was bad.. real bad and it was done out of reteliation by the way).
we just pass that person off as an 'idiot'.
we fail to see that with every symptom, lies the root problem.
we haven't got enough time to bother to stop, think, and analyze the root problem.
we become: apathetic to others.
we don't realize that when we say certain things to others, it has an impact on them, even when it is meant to be a joke.
i guess we just have to slow down and not say things without thinking about the consequences, or possible effects and repercussions it might have on others.

anyways, aside from that weird-spur-of-the-moment-deep-self-reflecting-/-provoking-thought..
yesterday we lost to xin min sec at JG's.
which i believe we could actually have won.
we lost by 0.5. pathetic really, we could have won.
today's agenda is a little more simpler and hopefully less depressing.
next week: i have a bio and a math test to prepare for.
i figure i had to start studying bio now, today, because other than that i won't have much time to prepare for it. see... i can already foresee the circumstances ahead.
next week might be busy.
so i had, had better start studying now.
its now or never.
procrastination is the friend of my enemy which still makes him my enemy.
anyways aside from academics, i also have to be at church at 530pm today.
to set up something for the youth service.
(note to self: keep it real. keep Jesus real.)
yes.. lately i have been neglecting QT and all.
work work work you see.
but still no excuse.
so yeap thats pretty much all for now.