Feels like Today...

I woke up this morning
With this feeling inside me that I can't explain
Like a weight that I've carried
Been carried away, away
But I know something is coming
I don't know what it is
But I know it's amazing, you save me
My time is coming
And I'll find my way out of this longest drought

It feels like today I know it feels like today I'm sure
Its the one thing that's missin'
The one thing your're wishin'
The last sacred blessin' in pain
It feels like today
Feels like today

You treat life like a picture
But its not a moment frozen thats in time
It's not gonna wait
Til you make up your mind, at all

So while this storm is breaking
While there's light at the end of the tunnel
Keep running towards it
Releasing the pressure, that's your heartache
Soon this dam will break

And it feels like today
I know, it feels like today, I'm sure
Its the one thing that's missin'
The one thing you're wishin'
The last sacred blessin' in pain
It feels like today
Feels like today

And it feels like today
I know, it feels like today, I'm sure
Its the one thing that's missin'
The one thing you're wishin'
The last sacred blessin' in pain
It feels like today

Feels like, feels like your life changes
Feels like feels like your life changes

Its the one thing that's missin'
The one thing you're wishin'
The last sacred blessin' in pain
Feels like today

Feels like Feels like your life changes

And He says......

1 Peter 3:2-4 (New International Version)

²when they see the purity and reverence of your lives. ³Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. ⁴Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight.

Ooh.. This is an S.O.S...

Dont want a second guess this is the bottom line its... true.
(by the way.. why is it 'an' S.O.S when 'S' isnt even a vowel?)




Okay enough of the singing.
Lately, i have been singing SO much.
Maybe its the inner singer in me wanting to get out.
Either that or.... i am just REALLY bored and have nothing better to do with my mouth ever since i started dieting.

Anyhows, this week has been interestingly cold and tiring...
I am proud to say that as of monday this whole week, i have NOT been late.
Thats right ladies and gentlemen, Priscilla Lim is a changed person.
And.. i hope it lasts. It had better. One more time and i face 5 days of isolation+3 demerit points and.... lets just not go there shall we?



Alright we shan't.
So anyways, just now i was playing the piano and i sang "Lord i give you my Life".
Okay i dont know if thats the title but its the one composed by hillsong from like.. a billion years ago. But hey, the lyrics and all never get old.
God.. never gets old. (we do.)
And it was just.... so...... what i needed to say or sing.
It was, really good.
Going to that place again when there was no one else except, just me and my God.
Needed that so much.
And i realised how much of a hypocrite that i have become.
Okay maybe not hypocrite but....i guess thats what people from the outside would call it. Maybe more of a someone who doesnt really live up to what people on the outside would expect of that someone who supposedly is following God or a.k.a a christian.
And so.. i apologized to God for that and than it was all good. =)
Because i didnt want people going around livin their lives and not wanting to have God in their lives simply because of people like me who also are going around livin their lives and not doing justice to what they are really called to be: a God lover and therefore a people lover.

Haha...
Anyhows...
I always find it funny how, when explaining or even just conversing about God, one has the great propensity to sound like a total goof and things start to get all inky.
Well, but if its the truth it is the truth and there aint no hiding it yo.
By the wayyyyyy,
Thank God its already THURSDAY!!!
One more day to TGIF.
Hahaha.
Alrighty than.
See you around.

(P.S i think Black and White pictures alone are so beautiful. Dont you think so too?)

Isn't it Ironic?

"An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...don't you think
A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out"

I find Irony funny.
I find Iron Sad.

Insane...

Yesterday was just insane.. (haha! as you can see...)
First was band prac for Gracestar and than met nat, carissa and lovelle to study.
Obviously, we didnt get to study.
We just did what most girls do when they get together: talk.
And than..... after that, carissa and i went to nat's house for dinner and to chillax....
Ho ho ho.....
Nat's bed was like the wrestling ring of WWE. (hahaha...)
Anyways, we danced, we wrestled, we took photos and thannnnnnnn
it was time for dinner.
Yesterday was real crazy......

Today, i led worship for Gracestar and it's always such a privilege too.

Tomorrow's the start of another school week.
Hope it will be endurable.

P.S photos are compliments from nat the hippie ;)

Taken From The Juniper's Blog:

"Anyway, moving on from that I don't think that self-belief is the most important anymore. I think GOD-belief is the best now. Cause when you do lose that self-belief, there's always that God waiting. God's always waiting, I realise that no matter what happens or what we do, He's always watching and waiting. Waiting for what? For us to return to Him. For us to call out to Him to help. Tell me isn't that totally unconditional love? It's just like if you love someone, you'll always watch out for that person, and anytime he/she needs your help, you'll gladly jump to the task. That's God, just that He's much much much bigger, much more powerful, and yet at the same time, loves us, us loser humans.

We're so small in this world, let alone in the whole universe. God created things beyond the human imagination. The fact He created us humans is a mad thought! Why---that's cause we are considered such complex creatures, with a whole subject of biology on us, then there's also psychology and much more. And GOD, can create us, each of us individualy to be so different. PLUS all the million animals, micro-organisms, plants..etc... AND all the natural phenomenans like El Nino, La Nina, Floods, Droughts,the way the sun shines...It's mad how He can make so many things...

AND THE WHOLE UNIVERSE---> HE MADE. AND YET, He care's about us? It's crazy really. But it feels good that someone loves us, NO ONE can love us more than He loves us."

Simply amazing..His Love.
POSTED BY JUNIO AT 7:59 PM

Wasnt that just refreshingly insightful?
I thought it was God given, inspiredly beautiful.

Whoa.............

I like what Joel Houston says before they start the song.

Life is REALLY REALLY, like a Climb.

"I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith."

This song pretty sums up everything i am going through.
Just gotta press on. Keep going.

Sigh...

I think we are all growing up way to fast.

I really really really really REALLY Think...

That my right knee has something wrong with it.
It has been almost 2-3 weeks since i ran into a wall at full speed and even the bruise has faded but the pain really WONT GO AWAY.
And i am serious, its not phantom pain (new word i learnt in Mr. Sim's English class today by the way ;), its REAL pain. Real, excruciating (Hong Ting's Twilight word), immense pain.
The best part?
On the outside, it seems just fine and all normal.
Its all a facade i tell you.
It hurts.. so bad i could almost cry if you so much as to whack it with 1/4 your strength.
Yes, and i am... not that much of a softie. Okay wait maybe i am but still.
I hate pain.
Never liked it, never will.
Never had a high threshold for pain.
Think mine's pretty low actually, oh well.

Anyways meanwhile,
say...................
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
The end of the year's coming.
Sad sad reality.
I think i am an escapist.
Most people are.
Escapism.
Manifests in SO many forms.
Books. TV. Music. Friends even.
Thats what i learnt in Literature today: Escapism.
(Oh but the further insight was all me.. hahahahah)
Of course there was more, but thats the main thing that actually got stuck onto my mind.
See.
Its 6:49pm, and i still remember.




Anyways...
I have no idea why i keep blabbering.
Sigh.

See you guys.

Sometimes.... somethings can't be helped.

At least thats what i think.
Late.
I was late for school........... okay wait for it... wait for it............
AGAIN.
Yes, Again.
Actually to be precise it was again again.
Cause today was the 5th time i was late.
One more time i am late, i have to serve detention...... okay wait for it... wait for it...........
AGAIN.
Yes for the 3rd and 6th time, you have to do detention.
Apparently if you are late for too many times, its like a heinous offense or something.
I personally don't think it is actually.
I mean, come on... its such a minor thing.
Ahhh.. but thats just my opinion.
Anyways, for being late today i had to stand in front of the whole school during assembly together with all the other latecomers, which, wasnt quite alot. So it was quite embarrassing.
And i dont think that was good, cause humiliation should never be a method of punishment.
It just seems... wrong.
Like doing a wrong to someone who is already wrong and justifying that as right because the person is already wrong in the first place.
In the words of one of the best lawyers in Singapore, "Even the most heinous crime offender, deserves the most just trial".
I totally, 100% agree with him.

Anyways, on to happier more lighted things.
Today is thursday, no debate because coach couldnt make it.
And today we also had our History test. Wasn't too bad actually.
Yesterday had chem test on Acids&Bases, Metals, Titration and blah blah blah.. all that jazz.
Tomorrow theres only chinese informal letter writing test.
Hope i'll pass.
At least.
Haha.

Check this out, nice song.
I think The Fray is a really good band.



You Found Me.

If you have realised...

Hubertshuckers is going SMALL! (pardon the irony in using capital letters)
As you have obviously seen, the words now are really tiny! Whee.... So fun.

M.I.A and its Missing in Action.. not a name.

Hey everyone... someone.....anyone...
I have been pretty much missing in action for the past 3 months or so on this blog because i decided to move to wordpress which probably wasnt the best idea in the world.
But the good news is... I AM BACK HOME HERE... yeah babayyy.
So if you want to know what has been happening just go on down to www.sherbertoycarlovest007.wordpress.com or wordpress.com/sherbertoycarlovest007 or something like that. Or you could add me on facebook and check out the photos there.
Pretty awesome stuff.

Anyhows,
Yesterday, i went bowling with my class. (not all of em but some) Oh plus a bit of 3D people too.
Bowling was.. surprisingly fun.
I had 2 stikes out of 3 games.
Was pretty happy. And at one point i was even LEADING my whole lane.
Super duper happy.
And than.. after awhile, my beginner's luck began to wear out so yeah...
True colours were revealed and i couldnt play anymore. (hahaha!)
I Just kept losing. It was so terrible.
It kept going into the gutter or the 'longkang' as we would call it.
Check out yesterday's photos. (all kopped from facebook)
And also.. yesterday yesterday's photos, and also yesterday yesterday yesterday's photos.
Okay and FYI, if you see 'angmoh's in the shots, its cause 5 of them came from Eastern Europe and were paired with some of us for 1 day in school as part of their Young Journalist Camp they are in. Its something got to do with Y.O.G too. Anyways i got paired with the russian and her name was Alina or something i always cant remember. Yes it was quite embarassing.
Anyways, enjoy.
























I like this last shot. Its so.. cute. Our loving shot.
Carissa, I and Chanelle.
Happy Birthday Singapore. =)

P.S (we were all wearing red cause it was National Day Celebration for our school. I was Emcee with Carissa. Haha was quite the experience.)