We need a Saviour

because we need to be saved from ourselves.
we are our worst enemy, hell bent on self-destruction and we dont even see it because we are blinded by the belief that we know what is best for us. we think we are in control. in control of us.
But, we are not.
we are so not.
how could we possibly be.... when we dont even know who we are completely and what we are actually capable of?

the world needs a Saviour.
The world needs Salvation.
we just need to realise it.
and the sooner we do.
the better.
the less destruction and more re-construction.

rebuild, rebuild.

24th August Wednesday

you can't give Him that which costs you nothing.

P is for Peculiar. P is for Priscilla.

I always thought it was funny to pronounce your own name. Priscilla.
Urgh. Weird.
Dont you?

Anyways, random thoughts for this space since i can't sleep anyways..... warning very incoherent.

1. I like peculiar smells like the insides of a book, (hot of the press!), the library, when you first switch on the air-con and most recently, the insides of a taxi (which is funny cause i used to hate this... a lot. it used to give me a headache. I guess it's an acquired taste. Haha!)

2. i can't spell for nuts.

3. i dont actually get how cancer kills someone.

4. i like reading maps. makes me feel so... certain. like i-know-where-everything-is-kind of certainty. (oh yes which reminds me i should get a world map tomorrow. been wanting to have one since.... this year. cant stand not knowing where, what is where)

5. the pupil 2 on channel 5 is REALLY GOOD go watch it. my favourite actress REBECCA LIM puts up a formidable performance. really good, really natural. I hope i meet her someday.

6. I have met rui en before, in the most unlikely of time and places with the most unlikely people, since anyways we were on the topic of human illuminaries (stars)

7. i invent my own words. like illumniaries. haha. and i think i am pretty cool that way. YUP. 8)

8. i keep reading systemic as systematic. yes there's a difference.

9. i just studied for my cuban missile crisis test tomorrow and now have a new conspiracy theory about the U.S.

10. Learned a new word "hullabaloo" in GP class today. it means... er.... haha.... hmmm..... oh yes it means hype. so its like, i dont get whats all the hullabaloo over GOSSIP GIRL. ooh burn. yes. sorry.. greys anatomy FTW.

11. is 'learnt' even a word?

12. i am bored writing this. i am gonna zzz now... bye. zzzzzzzzzzz

Love the lyrics to this song.

Traffic crawls, cell phone calls
Talk radio screams at me through my tinted window I see
A little girl, rust red minivan, shes got chocolate on her face
Got little hands and she waves at me
Yeah, she smiles at me

Well, hello world
How you been
Good to see you, my old friend
Sometimes I feel cold as steel
Broken like Im never gonna heal
And I see a light, a little hope in a little girl
Hello world

Every day I drive by a little white church
Its got these little white crosses
Like angels in the yard
Maybe I should stop on in, say a prayer
Maybe talk to God like He is there
Oh, I know He's there
Yeah, I know He's there

Well hello world
How you been
Good to see you, my old friend
Sometimes I feel as cold as steel
And broken like Im never gonna heal
And I see a light, a little grace, a little faith unfurls
Well hello world

Sometimes I forget what livings for
And I hear my life through my front door
And I breathe it in
Oh, Im home again
And I see my wife
Little boy and little girl
Hello world
Hello world

Well the empty disappears
I remember why Im here
Just surrender and believe
I fall down on my knees
Well hello world
Hello world
Hello world

HILAROUS.

if this is not funny i dont know what is. She's like the epitome of awkwardness.
Mmmm... kinda reminds me of myself. hahahha!

my wedding song

I think this would be such a good wedding song, no?
Instead of the usual... canon in D (which i still will play cause i like it too) haha.
But this is.... really good..... sooo... good...
"Today, this could be... the greatest day of our lives....stay close to me....watch the world come alive tonight.....tonight this could be the greatest night of our lives....let's make a new start... the future is ours to find....can you see it.... can you see it in my eyes..... can you feel it now..... can you hold it in your arms tonight....hold on.... hold your head high....yeah the world starts to come alive when you stay close to me....."

how is this not the best wedding song EVER?!?

cambodia

I. Cannot. Wait. To. Go.
So my school has this GP trip to Cambodia... and I hope i get to go, really.
It will be such an adventure!
And who knows i might even get to see Angelina Jolie! ;)))) AND BRAD PITT AND HER FAMILY OF 6 thousand adopted kids but you know.. just saying.

Anyways i've realised i havent blogged in forever.
And therefore this space is kinda.... dead.
Haha.
Oops. sorry.
I am sorry blog i didnt mean for you to die, I just have been rather... uninspired lately and everyone knows you cant blog when you arent inspired. Its like writing a book with no story to tell.

Wow. Thats such a nice saying. I wonder how i come up with these things. (HAHA)
Anyways.... So yeap i really do hope i get selected to go to cam. What an experience it would be.
I really really want to see 3rd world.
I seen a pretty good deal of 1st world nations (HI I AM SINGAPOREAN).. i've been to Japan...
So i really want to see 3rd world and all of its natural beauty... the people... hear the language... smell their food.... touch their hearts.

So because i was all inspired and all... i went to google cambodia. (haha)
I read briefly on wiki.
Pretty sad story.
War-torn nation.
Landmines etc.
I just can't wait to experience their unexplainable joy despite their suffering.
I think it'll be pretty amazing.
EPIC.
AIR-PIG.
Bye guys. see yall soon (hopefully)
BTW going browhaus @ holland v with my new brow buddy now. (MY BROTHERRR HAHAHAH)

ciaaaoooo!