11th Nov 2008

"If Son will set you free, and you will be free indeed..."
- (I know its somewhere from the Bible but i don't know where exactly.
And i think i paraphrased it. Whoopsy!)

"So if the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed.
- (Okay this one's from the REAL thing. Its from the Bible, from the New American Standard. Taken from John 8:36. I decided i better get it right, i mean after all this IS the Bible right?
Better not quote wrongly.)

I feel like a pig. These days all i do is sleep, eat, watch tv.
And it all starts again.
Its like an endless cycle of pig-ish daily activities.
Sigh.
I want something excitin to come along.
Like an adventure! You know?!??!
P.S (you know when i am so bored and my imagination's all dead when i put the date as the title)

Nevermind its quite alright, boredom is all part of the epic we call 'Life'.
But also, on the other hand, like they say, "Boredom is the Devil's playground,
So i think i better be careful.

Anyways, i do have something to look forward to.
The Japan Trip.
I am so worried that i will be disappointed that it wont be as cold as i think it will be.
I want it to snow!
Snow snow snow!
So i'll sing in full confidence, "Let it snow, Let it snow, Let it snow!"
Haha... Alright that was lame.
But whatever man.

You know sometimes, life is so weird.
Or rather humans.
Its like we know what we have to do, but we don't really do it.
We say we want change but secretly in our hearts desire to stay the way we are.
We still hang on to the old stuff.
Its like this...
Picture this in your head.
A child is crying and saying "STOP THE PAIN! STOP THE PAIN!"
While beating himself (and that is the cause of the pain, yes his not beating himself because of the pain.)
Its so... weird right?
Okay actually i meant to say ironic but people keep saying i use it wrongly.
So just to be politically correct, i'll use weird.
I mean what's our problem?
Why can't we let go?
I think everyone has a little something in them they haven't let go off.
Deep deep deep way down in our hearts.
I know i do.
I guess its just human.
And i guess that there is always God to help us let go.
Surrender.
I think thats really the issue or the thing we can't do too well.
If we were graded in it, i think we all get a C,D,E or F.
And thats why we are human, and that is also why He is God.
(an afterthought, wow pris you actually came up with something that makes sense, well done..)

Interesting observation from a 'boring-and-seemingly-unproductive-day' eh?
See. In the boring we have interest.
Okay that either is a very abstract thought, or its just crap.
I think its the latter though.
(haha...)
So, the point is.......... being bored does have its plus points and it does have its minus points just like any other thing.
I guess?
Sometimes i wonder if i make sense.
At all.
Sometimes.